47382947328947 years since i blogged .

Pics :

this was the plan out of what of the mural .

but i guess i almost stick to it .

what it turns out .

cant find the overall pic . screw that ,.

i designedd okayy , so you know why i was busy .

and thanks the rest who helped me painting it !

i had alot of shit on my plate like since school started , and i guess , i almost didnt blog since school reopened , cause i am just too busy . ( i bet you will go like : she is only 15 , what the eff she is busy with ? ) well , apparently i got some mural project and i have alot of studies / hw to do as i am having my o level nex tyear apparently , which i can feel the heat now , but i still stray off in class sometimes , but i guess , out of ten , i am giving myself an 8 for my studies right now . i havent been failing , i have been studying , and i am always a few marks short of the full marks for different subjects and being smarter or as smart as people that i think are nerds which scares me cause i dont want to be a nerd , id rather be a geek , but that doesnt make must of a difference does it . -_-

Okay , so , i got pissed at my form teacher for changing my sit right infront cause she makes me feel like imma some monster . seriously , i know that among the whole class , i have the most offences/temper . and famous for detention , but i had no detention yet so far and it will stay this way tyvm . and mr hoe keeps praising me , how awesome , gee ! and i am getting a lappie if my results is good , mummy said so , hahah , cause you niggers , i am putting hard work into my studies okayy , (P.S : i havent bath ;3 ) .

apparently , my chem teacher , mr sim , a good teacher but he sounds super boring , and than glenn sits infront of me , and BOOM , i stray off , but yeah , i know lahz , so i pull myself together and concentrate again . Did i tell you , i am kindaa pissed with stereotypes / hippies wanna bees lately , cause they make me look like i am a hipster . which is a NONO .

and okay , the sec ones this year are really nice , i really like them . and for art , we had to do about art scrapbook , and i had cubism , which picasso majored in . and dueline is like wenesday , and i guess i am not sastified with my sketching , but my scrapbook is okay , is just i need to start writting in it .

i had moments where my parent pissed me off to the bloody core , like seriously , stabbing them will ease me , but i tell you people , i love them . i think whatever they are doing for me is great , and those kids who think that they're parents dont understand and stuff , how about , do you understand what they are trying to do for you ? just think it from their way , it will get clear .

and i got super pissed at my sisters too , but other than friends , they are always there when you need them . apparently i said this bcus , i saw some kids like not appreciating their parents and keep scolding them and stuff and blaming them . but i guess that was me last time too .

AND I AM 100000 % rebonding my hair . ( no ahlian looks though , i dont want thanks )

i guess i am really proud of myself , so ill guess ill do this .

Don’t be afraid to be yourself..

(Reblog and bold what applies to you.)

I’m loud.

I’m sarcastic.

I cry easily.

I have a bad temper. sometimes ( all the time when i am pissed , but controlling it :)

I’m easy to get along with.

I have more enemies than friends.

I’ve smoked.

I drink coffee.

I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup. Not all the time though.

I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.

I wear contacts.

I wear glasses.

I have braces.

I change my hair color often.

I have a piercings.

I have small feet.

I have small hands.

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now.  

I’m single. (Rockin' it, away with Singlehood!)

I’m crushin’.

I’ve missed an ex before.

I’m always scared of being hurt.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

Kissed a girl.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve been in love more than two times

I believe in love at first sight. (Ohyes, I do.)

Friendships:

I have a best friend.

I have at least ten friends.

I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.

I’ve beaten up a friend.

I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.

I can trust at least five people with my life.

What I like :

Colourfull things , NO BLINGS PLS .

Flowerprints , non hipsterish thought , hate wannabeees .

saggy stuff ( not boobies )

Indie very much .

Sneakers

Marc Jacobs

Rayben ( still saving up okayy )

Art . Paint . Crayon . Colourpencils ( my obsessions over colourful stuff )

Being different , unqiue , weird .

tanned guys/smart guys/guys who wear checkered stuff , or who just fits me :)

What i hate :

i decided this should be on bold .

wannabees , seriously , ahlians/hippies.

when my schedule gets disturbed , in other words , my everyday routine changed because of something .

Guys who are black , not tanned . i like tanned *.* hot .

people faking accents sounding like ang mo .

People who scolds vulgar everywhere ( apparently ah **** )

People who think they're like correct always and think they're life is awesome but apparently its stupid .

People who cant realise the right and wrong .

Guys who bites fingernails .

Guys who act kiddish . and stuff .

and lastly , my tendency of getting influenced easily .

ohoh , screw that i got alot more .

people who want to copy others .

and mainstream assholes .

I GOT ALOT SHIT RIGHT , i know .

and i am not some ahlian / ahlian wannabe / hipster .

i am non of above .

i am some girl who like indie , who loves art , who is loud , do weird things and like tanned guys and matured guys .

to infinity and beyond *.*