Shalalala

Why alex, why you so hot , and cute.

Alexturner -Arctic Monkeys

all time favourite band.

Indie is me ,

indie is my soul within.

In band camp, my face look all so tired. TA-DA BBQ PIT.

o.o how did this get here ? This expression is priceless. Prob the only bunch of people will postt with dirty rags cleaning up the band room. gentle paws my friends.

this place has been dead for a million years.my life has been full of bad time management.

thats what i feel. there were days i keep going out to the extend i just wanna lay on m y bed and do something less exhausting. ya know the feeling when you go out , you have to live up to the expectations of people around you or not you will judged. Judged as lame or whatever this badass people call it.

and i am back. from 3days of bandcamp. Oh joy . we did tons of practice and cleaning the band room was horrible. Its filthy , and i have strong allergy to dust.

than again,all camp are still fun somehow. we bbq but i did not want to go near the pit, as i dont wanna get my face smokey and my eyes itchy. and mr shashi bbq-ing in his office clothes is priceless.

i really have nothing interesting to say ,

my memory will always fail me.

and this few words someone told me really shook me hard.

"are you actually happy? are you doing anything for yourself?"

i believe i look happy, but i cant seem to agree with myself if i am truely happy.

there is always apart of me within that i dont wanna go.

a part where much grievance roams.

i am at lost.

so what am i actually supposed to do?

Dear boy,

are you happy now

i bet you are.

great for you.

wishing you eternal love and peace from within.

i will always be happy for you.

<3